Thousand of your thoughts..breaking me,

Fear of losing you…reaches at peak,

Breathe without you…like poison,

My tears are falling… like leaves of autumn,

With all these..I’m getting lethargic by each passing day !!!


   -© Arun Kumar kushwaha
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#This time ,I compared my emotions with other things like nature ,poison .

Hope u will like it !!
Comment ur views😉😉

Lonely Me ..(part -6)

Originally posted-(poemsbyarti.wordpress.com)


I am throwing my words

I am squeezing my heart

My words turned into feelings

It’s getting more deeper & sharper,

As it experienced more  pain rather it witnessed!!

They took it , as “poetry”

Sometime their appreciation,

Sometime their ignorance,

But it won’t hurt me

Because I took it, as emotions-

My “world” not “word “

-©Arun Kumar kushwaha

School memories


We were classmates,

We hardly had conversations,

We felt neutral towards each other,

Neither jealous nor affection,

At sudden, we started hating each other.

Even we don’t know exact reason,

I guess it might be-

She loves mathematics & I hardly score 1/3 in that,

But I can easily solve mole concept ,while she remain numb in that.

That awkward hatredness turns into affection,

When she taught me complex number

& I taught her mole concept!!

         -© Arun Kumar kushwaha
Pic credit: Google.

Lonely me.. ( part – 4)

We shortened our text in name of “maturity”

To become career consciousness 

& for our bright future.

But actually we are fooling each other,

By doing that our life became worst.

We started thinking of our memories, 

instead making new one.

We started crying alone,

rather wiping tears of each other.

Our reality turned into virtuality!!

And many more emotions ,

That can’t be pasted here,

Not ,because of shortage of words..

Because WE promised to keep it as -‘SECRET’!!

                 ©   – Arun Kumar kushwaha

                           Pic credit – Google.

Lonely me ..(part -3)

My so called – ‘ LOVE’

Let’s finish this game!

Stop thinking about us

Stop texting me

Stop talking  me.

Reunite your thoughts ,

Reconstruct your dreams .

Not with our flourish future

It should be – our decayed one,

Where I should be your enemy.

Tomorrow’s dawn will be special one,

I will stop caring you

I will stop entertaining you

I will stop feeling you

And I will start dieing without you!!!!!

   ©- Arun kumar kushwaha 

Pic credit – Google.

Lonely me ( part -2)

I don’t wanna spoil my mood,

Because of your thoughts.

What I can do??

Should I ignore you or hate you??

Yeah I did it.

But I lamented on next instant,

Because I invested my time on you.

Now,neither my time nor you are with me..

I have only  loneliness of your memories,

And I am slave of it…….

I don’t want to express any more thoughts,

Because I want to be liberal.

  Pic credit – Google.

      ©  – Arun Kumar Kushwaha